.Saturday, October 20, 2007'Saturday, October 20, 2007
haiz...today grandma's birthday...but then no mood to go leh... first is becoz o levels is on mon... second is becoz i cannot eat... i vege mah... third is becoz i dun wan mummy spend money... last is becoz i dun like them... i mean my relatives... not all, but some... haiz...but then is like veri bad lor... my ah ma invited mi personally leh... but then i still reject... haiz... so depressed now... i dun realli like my ah ma la... she always veri bias against clement... when he did something wrong, my ah ma will stand by his side... causing him to be even more arrogant... he even scold my mummy today lor... realli hate him leh... then my ah ma always tell all my family affairs to the outside world... like we haf no privacy like tat... she cause mi to fall out wif my cousin and my aunt lor... now like dun talk to each other liao... that was because i scolded clement very badly one time, then my ah ma heard everything and tell my aunt, adding vinegar and other flabourings... my aunt even scolded my mummy leh... so stupid lor... but i admit that it was my fault la... but then still too much le lor... i realli sad and guilty about it lor... causing my mummy to be scolded by others... haiz... why this kind of things happen to mi... and is juz right before my o levels lor...
PS: to those who had read this post... please... dun tell anyone about it k? cuz if u do, u are no diff from my ah ma and i will seriously hate u 4eva...<---sorri for that... cuz i realli dun wan other ppl to know...
