.Monday, September 22, 2008'Monday, September 22, 2008
hmmm... this post will be just a post that i vomit all my "misery" during this one year...=.= haha... don't be too concerned about it...
well, starting from the first day when i actually entered YJC. it was a terrible day for me as since YJC was the school that i will wish to go the least. however, my fate have been decided and YJC will be my school for the next 2 years. i went into the college and the first thing that comes to my mind is : why is this school so ermmmm... i won't say it is the lousiest, but definitely not the best or the average. i felt as if i have dropped into a deep pit and will not be able to get out for the coming 2 years. i cried silently during the 1st day of orientation. i couldn't accept the fact. i returned to MJC right after the orientation and almost cried infront of brian and yingshi. i still can't accept the fact. why is my fate like this? why i could not get into the school i wanted to enter so much?
my misery did not end just like this. the day when we have to choose our subject combination was another misery (or should i say the cause of my misery now). i wanted to take 4H2 of subjects consist of Maths, Chemistry, Physics and Economics. students who wanted to take 4H2 must go and see the HOD of Maths and she will decide whether we have the ability to take 4H2. she approved my appeal, but she wanted me to take a chinese course instead of Econs as she felt that i will not be able to cope since my English was C6 for O levels. i took her advice and chose Chinese Lit. i regretted. i really regretted. i am now struggling with Chinese Lit, to the extent that i may even have to drop one of my H2 during J2. many of you will think that i can drop Chinese Lit and it will be the end of my misery. however, things are not that simple. i could not drop Chinese Lit no matter how much i wish for as there is NO H1 FOR CHINESE LIT!! this implies that i will have to drop either Physics, Chemistry or Maths. to drop either of these 3 is impossible for me, as i would need all the 3 subjects for University. thats when my misery begin. i have to struggle with my Chinese Lit to get a C so that i can continue my 4H2 next year...
well, that somehow summarised all the "misery" as most of them are the effects of choosing the WRONG SUBJECT COMBI... i urge all the other people outside who are choosing their combi to be extra careful and DO NOT believe in all the advice that people gave you. think of the consequences that your choice and judge for YOURSELF (not others) whether that is the right choice to make. a good and correct choice will save you alot of misery...
