.Tuesday, May 26, 2009'Tuesday, May 26, 2009
i dunno... i really dunno... i feel as though i have disappoint you again...
i thought, u smsed and told me that you will wait, but i couldnt see you... i remembered, u always do and say different things, so i assumed that you are still in school... i went around the school, to the library, containers, thought that i will find you somewhere... but then, i still couldnt see you anywhere.... i thought, maybe this time you are really tired and you went home first... i was so sad...so i packed up my things and walked towards my bicycle... it was not there... i knew you are infront, with my bicycle and waiting... i was touched... actually i dun feel angry... but thinking of running around the school like some idiot looking frantically for you and sweating like hell makes me a bit angry....... i wanted to tell you, but..... i decided not to, cuz you waited for me and i was really touched... then you started saying about "aiya i dun care whether you study for your H3 liao la, whats the point, no point......" at that time, i really felt very very sad..... i dunno why you said that, but......haiz...
i understand that you are disappointed, sad, frustrated. i wanted to accompany you home...... you tried to tell me why you are sad...... but then, my head starts spinning and i couldnt hear what you are talking about... the next thing i know is the bus is here and then........ i reached home..... sorry.....
