.Wednesday, August 05, 2009'Wednesday, August 05, 2009
just woken up from my deep deep sleep... ready to battle the ACJC prelim paper 2008 for physics... of cuz.. he was doing his econs at this moment.. but i was quite worried, as he was having chest pain and his heart is like also very tired.. haiz ask him go sleep he dun wan =.=.. make me so worried...
after a while, while i was doing my physics paper, i thought about the dream i had just now.. it was quite random as i dreamt about my secondary school friends with my JC friends in the same school... which was somehow impossible.. anyway, i think i find this dream quite fun and refreshing as it makes me happy... and for a long time i missed this happiness.. especially during nights when i was trying to sleep... in the morning and in school i always felt happy as he is there to cheer me up... but at nights.. when no one is around, everyone is sleeping... i felt very sad.. and probably depressing and lonely.. and normally i couldnt sleep well... =( but today was quite different.. i dreamt about us (both sec and JC friends) playing together happily in school, just like the past years... like how we ran from the rain, how we tried to "cheat" in tests, but got caught eventually... LOL and is by my JC teachers... so weird huh?
after i woke up, i felt though tired ( physically), i felt refreshed in my mind... but now i'm worried about him, about his chest pain and heart... haiz hope that he finish his econs asap so that he can go sleep early and can rest... =)
thanks for caring for me all along, worried for me when i felt depressed and being with me when i'm feeling down.. u must also take care of ur health k?
